just came back from weng hooi's party at richard home.i couldn't talk with his english-speaking friends.
i saw the photos of a friend who is studying in korea. i suddenly feel that i would be much happier if i were him. perhaps,i prefer a nerdy life,study happily with a group of nerdy friends,score good results and then celebrate together at a nice restaurant.nothing to be worrying except study =)
indeed,i learn something from f6 life,especially politics.but is that what i want? i am not happy with that,but i know it will make me tougher,a stronger person that jpa couldn't offer. i have also known a lot of friends that i couldn't possibly found in a nerd's world. sometimes it makes me feel uncomfortable too. i know it certainly will nurture me to become a better person. i am still hoping that i can live in a nerd world. i don't know which kind of life i should live on. now,should i follow the environment,follow the other's path or create my own path? should i stay on or take a cross to another road? if i do,i am sure my life would be messed up.
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